This is my life, so far…

I’m a almost 39 year old woman. Sure, that’s not old by many standards, but I feel especially old because I am pregnant with my first child, I’m less than broke, not quite finished my degree and stuck in a job that I started dislike YEARS ago. Why? Because I am an adult who needs health insurance. Good health insurance is even better. I’ve given myself 4 months to pay off everything that isn’t necessary. This includes that 10.00 Ipsy subscription that makes me feel like a kid on Christmas. I’m still thinking about that one. There’s nothing that will make you feel like your shit isn’t together like finding out your gonna be responsible for another human being. What I do know is that I’ve wanted to be a mother for as long as I can remember. And I’m scared to death.